PASSION FOR TINION (WIP Novel 120,000 words)
© Cupideros, October 21, 2006
CHAPTER 57: CAT HEAD OR DOG HEAD?
© Cupideros, Thursday, June 25, 2009
TelGara entered the sterile white-walled mid-sized college classroom—in total silence! She mastered the Butterfly walking all OGR members used. If any place was capable of sending echoes, this classroom would. The large tables remained hush, sitting two apiece sprawled the floor landscape. White eco-long life bulbs burned bright and quiet, too. This is an operating room, TelGara thought. Pristine. Immaculate. Something you do here requires special care and utmost privacy or security. Alone in the room, she waited again.
TelGara felt calm. Voltbeth, her assigned mentor, congratulated her on completing the assigned readings. Two weeks ago, she said, ‘TelGara you’ve done everything.’ Last night Voltbeth offered, ‘If you want, there are two more appendix documents you can read.’ Volbeth smiled her deep smile again. ‘These are not required she said.’ But TelGara perceived a hint. The OGR wants to see if I am mentally fatigued. ‘No I can read them,’ TelGara offered.
Quietness fled when she heard the white door open, from the barest squeak. Confident, sure-footed, her hair black, tucked behind both ears, Voltbeth entered. She was electric in a simple way air buzzes after a thunderstorm. You smell the freshness and feel alive. The beige skin Voltbeth never wore lipstick. Today she wore black shoes, dress pants, white blouse and a single, short-gold chain around her neck. “I’m glad you embarked on this adventure TelGara.”
TelGara smiled and perked up like a little dog ready to play catch. Stealth. Stealth. Stealth. I’m like Voltbeth now. I can walk without being heard, TelGara thought. Volbeth carried another large pink book, fresh copy no doubt.
“Your willingness to continue opens the highest doors in the OGR-Political Wing. That is should you want the position. OGR does not deal in issues that go away overnight. These last two documents you will find funny. You won’t need,” her head nodded upward to the Tears of the Rose room, “the TOR room I assure you, TelGara.”
Voltbeth turned and disappeared, because TelGara turned her eyes downward and opened the large book. Her heart happy. Only her ears might have detected if Voltbeth remained in the room.
TelGara began.
BASIC THINGS ABOUT MEN AND WOMEN.
Long ago, in earth earliest antiquities, a race of Africans called the Egyptians did two unique things. They dramatized their religion. Second they build the Great Pyramid which is the design of the mansions in Heaven ruled by the Abyss Mother and Father.
To this day, very few people understand their system. Christian by their hate of Ancient Egyptian dramatization missed these two unique things entirely. We Quodarians don’t have a formal Mystery School like the Prophets of the Galans. Our reason: We don’t need one! We are Abyssarian. Thirsty Abyssarians! Fearlessly driven to accept the truth; whatever that truth may be.
What is the basic truth about men and women? Men are Cats. Women are Dogs.
Cats display characteristics like aloofness, self-aware directed focus. Cat will eat when it wants and expect to be fed when it is hungry. Cat will play with you as long as the play does not interfere in their play goals for the day or week. A cat will stop playing with you and move to the window and stare out trying it’s best strategy to catch a bird playing in the yard or singing in the tree. This cat will ponder how to catch the mouse or squirrel or rodent in the field, barn or under the house. To the cat, you the owner, do not exist anymore once it becomes self-aware directed! This is the best scenario to hope for with cats. The worst scenario is, you the cat owner, now have absolutely no relevance to his life.
You may find this amusing and we at the OGR-P find it amusing ourselves. Consider this. You are playing with your cat on your last day before you go off to college. You go off to college for four years--say across four large regions of Quodarian. When you come home and open the door, your cat stares at you and if he could talk says: “Where were we last? You were petting me and I had to figure out how to cat the brown bird in the tree. The cat comes up to you, “You want to continue petting me? Tell me how goes it? By the way, is it dinner time yet?” You start telling your cat, you graduated in Fashion or Medicine or Nanotechnology. He immediately is up, goes to the window, and begins to ponder. “Damn I’ve got to get this window to open automatically when I see that brown bird.” The cat looks at you. You’re shocked at his, shall we say, shallowness or distractedness. The Cat hearing your thoughts says, “Oh I’m very focused on eating that brown bird.” Then the cat moves to his feeding bowl. If he could talk, he’d say, “When is dinner being served?” You being the dutiful loving Cat owner, go and find the food bag and place food in the bowl, with some water. You place a bowl of fresh water by the food. Then soon as you go to answer the door for the mailman, your Cat zips out the door to catch that brown bird.
That is the cat nature for you.
Dogs display characteristics of loyalty, emotional feeling and a willingness to meet you more than half way on most issues. Dog will eat when you eat and the family eats. If forced to eat alone. Dogs will do it grudgingly. But they expect an audience even then. Dog will play with you as long as you want. Dog will fetch the stick; jump through the hoop; save a bone you give it for a rainy day (he’s doing you a favor when he does this) dive in a swimming pool and rescue a drowning toddler and even walk over jagged rock to rescue those buried under rubble. Dog will play with you as long as its play does not interfere with YOUR goals. Dog has no real goals other than you, its owner. Dogs are kinda masochistic at best. Dog is very other-aware directed. To the dog, you the owner, are the only thing that exist anymore! This is the best scenario to hope for with dogs. The worst scenario is, you the dog owner, now have absolutely relevance to his none-life.
Again, we of the OGR-P find this amusing. Consider this? You are playing with your dog on your last day before you go off to college. You go off to college for four years. Say across four large regions of Quodarian. You’re not gone for a week when your dog starts whining and feeling sad, rejected, hurt, and abused. Dog feels all his emotional time invested in you was a waste unless—he tracks you down and finds where you’re at. After all, you could be hurt. Dog picks up your scent and moves swiftly, methodically over four large regions of Quodarian. Dog is not satisfied to have found your general college location. No dog wants to know your dorm. Now dog is not going to be satisfied with knowing your dorm. Dog wants to see your dorm suite. Of course, your dorm suite, will not be enough. Dog is satisfied only when he scratches or barks at your dorm door and you come out and hug and play with him again—like old times. Dog is not going to wait for you to come home after graduating from Fashion or Medicine or Nanotechnology. No, if he could talk, Dog is going to say, “Why did you abandon me? I will do anything as long as you do not abandon me again! By the way, isn’t it time to play catch!”
That is the dog nature for you.
Which do you think are women, cats or dogs?
Which do you think are men, cats or dogs?
I’m sure you know men are cats; women are dogs. The African Egyptians would dramatize this by showing your boyfriend coming up to you wearing a huge Cat Head. You would be waiting on the porch wagging your tail (symbolically) wearing your huge Dog Head. Do you see the basic problem, OGR-P member?
Women want men to be dogs. Men want women to be cats. And guess what. The Abyss in her infinite mercy grants us women our wish two times a months. Once on our periods and another when we ovulate. Men miraculously take off their huge Cat Head and put on their huge Dog Head! Only for these two times a month though. Purely for the Abyss Mother’s biological reasoning. When those times pass, the men miraculously take off their huge Dog Head and put on their huge Cat Head again! And guess what, he runs off in his self-aware directed, distracted, self-absorbed or whatever you want to call it focus.
So please OGR-P member, when you feel like letting your huge Dog Head human self be walked over by a huge Cat Head wearing human male, resist. And remember, two times a month this male will turn into a huge Dog Head wearing human creature! These are your two times a month to move him beyond his Cat Head behavior.
In Chapter Nine: On the Deep Theory Behind the Moksha Slap:
“Obvious benefits come to the female who delivers the Moksha Slap at the moment of her penetration. One, she feels equality with the male. Two, the male, too, benefits. For he comes to accept the terrible truth of the Abyss inside the female.…The Moksha slap is designed to prevent the male from taking off his huge Dog Head. His reptilian brain cannot forget the pain and shock and fight or flight symptoms mingled with sex. Therefore his psychology changes and he finds it impossible to compartmentalize her into some deep huge Cat Head corner of his self-aware directed brain. In other words, the Moksha slap reorients the males focus from self-awareness to other-awareness. Which, dear OGR-P member is where you want him to be, if he is to be loyal and marriage material. Other than the Moksha Slap, the male will go on for years and years with this huge Cat Head to Dog Head behavior, until one time at last, he is snared in some woman’s two prong cycle and by sheer fatigue he gives in and tires of wearing his huge Cat Head. The male takes off his huge Cat Head to see that it is really not so bad wearing a huge Dog Head after all.
END OF FIRST SECTION.
ARE WOMEN MACHOSITIC?
We at the OGR-Political wing say yes, a hundred times yes! But hold on, there are deep reasons for this. Remember, The Abyss wants children. Women being what they are, made of what they are made of—bear children.
Women put others first. Women and girls are other-aware. This happens even if you put a bunch of infant girls on an island all alone without any adult imprinting influences. These women if they could survive into adults would begin to want to help one another. Why is helping others masochistic? The Abyss is masochistic by nature. The Abyss Mother wants to help all her children. She has to put time and effort to listening with every ear, the unlimited countless ears for humans, animals, insects, tree, rocks and so forth. She must hear and help them. She is walked on, ignored, despised, hears us grumbling and listens to our jealous talk about her powers and our ultimate weakness before her strength—yet she constantly helps us. The Abyss Mother is the ultimate Stay-At-Home Mom! There is no other purpose in the whole of existence except for us all, women and men to become Stay-At-Home Moms. This is the purpose of life. This is the reason we all our playing this life-game.
Of course, help is a dirty word in the male hierarchy system. Help means slave. Help means being a servant. Christ had power only after he performed miracles and after he came back from the dead. In between those moments, Christ was useless to humans, taunted, beat upon, ignored, despised as a weak masochist leader. This trial is what we all must go through some day; our Terrible Final Task. We will be asked to come and help those we have created on our own earth, in our own mansion. Our children will complain and whine, “The Goddess and Gods cannot come down here and live as we do.”
Why are men not other-aware? Division of powers. Balancing the wheels of Yin and Yang. We all play our roles and some roles played at different times. In the end, the Terrible Final Task is ultimately an other-awareness task. All the Goddesses and Gods in the mansions have pass the TFT. Balance is key. People must be other-aware and self-aware at the same time.
So are women Masochistic? Yes, but the Abyss Parents spoke truth from the beginning. “Day had more of the Abyss. She, woman, is the best symbol of the Abyss. Internal power exceeds, external power,” says the Last Prophet CE in his writings.
Does this mean Female Hierarchy should not exist? No! Five times No! That would be unbalanced!
END OF APPENDIX DOCUMENTS OF OGR-POLITICAL WING
End Chapter 57.
If you cry about something, you are not seeing it clearly.
If you hate something, you cannot see it clearly.
If you love something, you cannot see it clearly.
You must not cry so you can focus on seeing the behavioral truth operating.
You must not hate so you can focus on seeing the behavioral truth causing your hate.
You must not love so you can focus on seeing the behavioral truth preventing love.
You must find balance between observing clearly and experiencing your emotions.
Those who hate, love and cry are battered in the twin storm surges of their own emotions and others actions--Battered between self-awareness and other-awareness.
--FROM THE APPENDIX DOCUMENTS OF OGR-POLITICAL WING
